May be i read it somewhere.It was about the difference between obstinacy and tenacity(resilience).
Rather than the literal meaning,the writer had related the former with negative intent and the latter with a positive one.
I guess,i was resilient with my favourite ,Mrs.V.Single- mindedness and retaining focus,over a length of period,offered opportunity to sustain passion and consistency.A breakthrough,had to be the logical end-point.It was achieved,or so would i want to believe,at this moment.Not that there were no weak moments,which posed very uncomfortable questions and created doubts about the commitment and even ??????????????worthlessness of the emotionally draining and physically challenging exercise.Colleagues seemed and sounded practical and i,very ancient in my beliefs of dated virtues of patience and sustenance of efforts.
Today,it feels better..i do not care for superstitions.They tend to make their appearance,when the energy levels start dipping and the feeling pervading around is that ENOUGH efforts have been made.What is enough?Who ever knows?Who shall ever know?
Possibly,we shall know about, the enough,in her case,on the 6th of May,when the lymph node biopsy report MUST reveal ,a treatable,more relevantly,a curable malady.
True to my nature,i do not even cross my fingers.True ,honest intent must yield,cure.We all shall know.
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